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01 June 2012.
I have exactly 28 days!

01 June 2012.
I have exactly 28 days!

I want your friends to see pictures from our vacation and say “is your girlfriend a model or something?”

I want you to be so proud of me you can’t help pointing at me saying “you see that beautiful girl? She’s mine!”

Loved it, I knew I was doing something good!
Today I was at going out and my boyfriend saw me, I was wearing high heels and a mini skirt…he complimented my legs as they were super toned and you could see little muscle on the tight. He said I have beautiful legs. As we’ve been together since winter he’s never seen me with a skirt like this I was really impressed he has noticed that.
I realized I’m doing something good with my body.

Unfortunately what I have realized is that what people say is really always a lie. People don’t like you how ever you are, they like you only if you’re beautiful.
It is kinda sad.

I hate my upper tights!

Anyway, trying on the dress for Saturday. Let’s see how it looks today.

I’m so looking forward to Saturday night. We’re gone sneak out from the ceremony to go get the trophy your soccer team has won during the fall/winter season.
I want all of your friends to see me all dressed up and all beautiful so that next time they’ll see you they’ll all tell you how beautiful your girlfriend is.

One week until the wedding!
I need to be as strong as possible to get there in perfect shape! 
Also I have just changed my hair color, not a blonde anymore. Missing it but looking great this way :) 
Looking forward to see what this coming week brings me

One week until the wedding!
I need to be as strong as possible to get there in perfect shape!
Also I have just changed my hair color, not a blonde anymore. Missing it but looking great this way :)
Looking forward to see what this coming week brings me

I think we are the cutest couple ever

When I’ll be skinny I want you to take pictures of me with the same outfits and the same pose of the girls on tumblr to show myself that I can be as beautiful as them!

Slept with my boy friend t shirt. Felt really good.
Only thing which such short things you can see where all my body fat accumulates, on the upper tights. I hate it so bad.

Slept with my boy friend t shirt. Felt really good.
Only thing which such short things you can see where all my body fat accumulates, on the upper tights. I hate it so bad.

I hate Sundays when I have nothing to. Do and nobody to hang out with.
I have slept 12 hours last night and I know I will end up sleeping again the whole afternoon.
Sometimes I wish my office was open on Sunday.
I’m such a loser.

04.06.12

04.06.12

01 June 2012.
I have exactly 28 days!

01 June 2012.
I have exactly 28 days!

01 June 2012

01 June 2012

I want your friends to see pictures from our vacation and say “is your girlfriend a model or something?”

I want you to be so proud of me you can’t help pointing at me saying “you see that beautiful girl? She’s mine!”

Loved it, I knew I was doing something good!
Today I was at going out and my boyfriend saw me, I was wearing high heels and a mini skirt…he complimented my legs as they were super toned and you could see little muscle on the tight. He said I have beautiful legs. As we’ve been together since winter he’s never seen me with a skirt like this I was really impressed he has noticed that.
I realized I’m doing something good with my body.

Unfortunately what I have realized is that what people say is really always a lie. People don’t like you how ever you are, they like you only if you’re beautiful.
It is kinda sad.

I hate my upper tights!

Anyway, trying on the dress for Saturday. Let’s see how it looks today.

I’m so looking forward to Saturday night. We’re gone sneak out from the ceremony to go get the trophy your soccer team has won during the fall/winter season.
I want all of your friends to see me all dressed up and all beautiful so that next time they’ll see you they’ll all tell you how beautiful your girlfriend is.

One week until the wedding!
I need to be as strong as possible to get there in perfect shape! 
Also I have just changed my hair color, not a blonde anymore. Missing it but looking great this way :) 
Looking forward to see what this coming week brings me

One week until the wedding!
I need to be as strong as possible to get there in perfect shape!
Also I have just changed my hair color, not a blonde anymore. Missing it but looking great this way :)
Looking forward to see what this coming week brings me

I think we are the cutest couple ever

When I’ll be skinny I want you to take pictures of me with the same outfits and the same pose of the girls on tumblr to show myself that I can be as beautiful as them!

Slept with my boy friend t shirt. Felt really good.
Only thing which such short things you can see where all my body fat accumulates, on the upper tights. I hate it so bad.

Slept with my boy friend t shirt. Felt really good.
Only thing which such short things you can see where all my body fat accumulates, on the upper tights. I hate it so bad.

I hate Sundays when I have nothing to. Do and nobody to hang out with.
I have slept 12 hours last night and I know I will end up sleeping again the whole afternoon.
Sometimes I wish my office was open on Sunday.
I’m such a loser.

About:

Eli, 23-, libra, italian.
Right now. Events coordinator in a super luxurious hotel in Milan, taking my driver's licence, not training at all as I work hard as hell and I don't have almost any fee time. Just recovering from some issues with food, not really willing to recover completely. I've the best boyfriend ever, he's my One

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